When it comes to recovery, it reminds me of being reborn. As a child, well I didn’t have much of a childhood. Because of the struggles and challenges that I’ve experienced in my life, I didn’t get to do many things. Partly because of the fact I was in a hurry to grow up, the other part was well… it’s just always how it was. Anyways… if I didn’t experience what I have in life, I wouldn’t be who I am today. I’m not saying that the way I learnt lessons in life is the best way. What I’m trying to get at is in my travels through life I’ve made many mistakes, did some self-destructive things and hurts others, which I’m not proud of. At the same time I’ve learned from my mistakes and I’m on the journey to making amends with people that I’ve hurt. The hardest amends I have to make is with myself. Cause if I can’t forgive myself, and move on in life then I won’t be able to accept forgiveness from others. Gotta close a door to be able to open a new door. To be able to close that door, you gotta make sure that everything’s alright.